my angel :)

        

March 31,the day you were born,an angel,who came into the family with loads of happiness and luck :) I can imagine the way dad and mom would have held you for the first time:)pink plump baby:)angel,their angel,our angel:)

        later as the year went by,god really wanted you to be an angel,he made you suffer so much...Then came your little naughty sister:)me:)to love you and be with you always:)no matter what,we were always together:)even during the tough decisions,fighting.

  I'l never forget all the memories of 19 years i've spent with you:) and the way dad considered you to be lucky for him:)never forget the times when I was a baby and how you used to irritate me:p the times when you used to cry for me,run behind me:)not even the last minute I spent with you seeing you suffer,not knowing what might happen...god made you suffer so much..oct 1, there you go taking away all the happiness away with you..U were the most different,special sister anyone can ever have:)..like a little sister to me:)the best sister:) and now I sit thinkin where you'd be?!as the tears rolls down,so unbelievable your not right next to me anymore not here anymore,feels so insecure..But I know your always with me,blessing and smiling at me and you'll always be my angel..

miss my dad..

         Dad or Father is the most important person to a girl, her first best friend, her hero, her world .
But to lose that person is like losing yourself. They take away a part of you with them scratch that they take away your life, your happiness.You lose someone you love and look up to. The feeling can't be explained. No matter how many friends you have you'll still feel alone. You can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel lost. Its okay to cry and let your feelings out .

         Guess the saying "You never know what you have until you lose it" is true.So treasure every moment you spend with the one you love, you never know what might happen next. I regret saying a lot of things to my dad and i don't get to apologize.So say sorry, forget and forgive the one you love.

         If your friend has lost a loved one, be there for them, talk to them cause they need you more than you think.Don't ever make them feel sad about anything. Just put yourself in their position and feel it,its not easy living everyday without a dad or a mom or a sister or a brother. Make them smile truly,a lot of them fake a smile and hide thousands of tears underneath.

        You can feel the one you have lost around you.Wind, its like they are asking you to embrace them. Sunlight, they are looking down upon you, smiling at you. So they are right beside you, with everything you go through,guarding you like your angel..